playing: Eminem - When I'm Gone, Ne-Yo - So Sick, Dredg - Bug Eyes

hey! 5am, it's time to post. so ok i'm reading through some of you guys' posts, and it looks like you all had an interesting halloween, so let me share my wonderful experience during that scary day. i worked...for about...12 hrs or so...then i came home...and slept. it was the most fun i've EVER had since the last time i...had fun. cool story, huh?

eh well...hope you guys had a good thxgiving too. turkey and shit and all that junk inside your trunk. i dunno why i even just typed that, cause that fuckin song gets on my fuckin nerves. i have to listen to pop radio all day at work, so i'm getting bombarded by retarded music like gwen's hollaback and bep's lumps. wtf is the world coming to. then i went to the hospital to visit a friend who got in an accident, and i saw these fuckin frat boys visiting their friend, and the thing that bugged me was how EXTREMELY GAY they looked, cept i'm sure they weren't. it's like the style or something. you know, metrosexual type shit. really now, WTF is the world coming to. anyway, i digress.

so yeah, same old shit, different day, you know? it's military life. still gotta put up with stupid people who have authority and no brain to accompany the power of decision making. i swear, the higher rank you go up in the military, the more brain cells you lose. it's worse than drugs, cept it makes you money legally. i can already feel it coming on. i even make common sense decisions. i start thinking all complicated and in depth, and then some guy's like, "hey, why don't you try this? it's about 100 steps quicker, it's simple, and it works." my reaction? "oh...WTF...how did i not figure that out?" it's a great feeling to know that the guys who work for you are much better at doing what you're supposed to be teaching. fuckin punks...i should beat them for questioning my authorit-ay. i hope you watch south park, or that would sound really fuckin stupid to you. i'm done here.

anyway, i gotta wake up tomorrow to go to a gun show and maybe buy myself an early xmas present, so no long entry tonight, even if it's been awhile. i'ma come home soon. prob around late jan or early feb, like last year. i hope you see some of you if you're not too busy with life. one.

yo! it's fuckin early in the morning, and i shouldn't be up cuz it's not like i got the day off. whatever. i hardly log on here, so i might as well use the time i'm on. wtf am i doing up, you ask? i have no idea, so don't ask.

for all of you that know me, you know i didn't grow up with cable tv. well, not til i moved out after high school, at least. so of course it's an addiction for me, and combined with the grandeur of tivo, it's worse than crack. i don't even watch tv live no more. all recorded, mostly cuz i'm at work when most of the shows are on, but also it saves me time cuz i can skip commercials! well worth an extra 10 bucks a month. kinda. but, if you have cable (i sincerely hope so), watch Over There on FX. really good series. i also watch Nip/Tuck and Rescue Me on that channel, but Over There is at the top of the list right now mainly cuz i still think Nip/Tuck fucks with my morals too much, and the Rescue Me season is over.

basketball season starts soon! i don't care bout preseason, not cuz i don't really care, but cuz dumbass louisiana cable tv doesn't show any of the games. oh well. one of the many downsides to living in louisiana. hopefully the lakers do something worthwhile this year, like making the playoffs, or maybe, quite possibly even getting a better record than the clippers? maybe. fuckin shitheads.

so wassup with you guys back home, huh? i hear things, you know. i got sources, for the few of you i still keep in touch with. it's too bad i didn't keep in touch with a lot more of my friends back home, cuz my circle of friends has dwindled ridiculously over the past few years. oh well, prob better. better to have a few great friends than to have a lot of average friends, right? well, at least i think so.

i bought a new tv. i had to. up til recently we've had 1 tv in the house and it was my roommate's in the living room, but my roommate's contract came up and he finished up his time in the service, so he's back home in sunny miami, beaches, women, and all. get this...this foo decides he's gonna go do what i told him i wanna do after i'm done, and goes traveling. first sweden, then denmark. then i talked to him a couple weeks ago and he's planning a trip to italy. wtf, man? i'm stuck in louisiana? are you serious? i even volunteered for iraq and they haven't sent me yet. racist bastards...nah i'm jk. so back to the subject, i spent 1600 bucks on a new tv. at first i was gonna get a reg old 27" tv for cheap. then i thought, well, i spend some quite some time on the tube, so i might as well make a nice investment seeing as how i'm gonna be watching this same tv for the next...say 8 years. gotta make it nice, right? so i'm hooked up, and my supervisor is an ex-employee for best buy and still has employee discount cuz he's "taken leave for military service" and get's his job right back soon as he's out. i get him to go to best buy with me, and he cuts the price from 2000 to 1600. haha...i was like, "you gotta be shittin me...i'll take it." so now, in my living room, sits a nice lil 42" Sony Grand WEGA LCD TV. be jealous, pls. nah i'm playing. i gotta be proud of something, even if it contributes to my time wasted. i can't believe this is the longest paragraph of this post. i'm ridiculous.

anyway, i should be getting to bed. need sleep to operate right at work. i'm like a piece of machinery...i operate, i don't work. that's the best way to explain it. i wanna say i started school or started working on my pilot's license like i've been saying wanted to and should...but...i'm a disgrace. til next time.

oh before i forget, help out, i know you can afford it https://give.redcross.org/donation-form.asp, and i know many could benefit from it. you don't need that big lcd tv...ouch. what a hypocrite. it was before the incident, ok? damn...30 day return policy. would i really have, tho? sorry to say, but i doubt it. and here my philosophy was to always try and be a better human being. i better work on that.

you all stay safe and take care of yourselves out there, in this crazy world. i'll be home soon, and i look forward to seeing all you ugly fucks. i hope you'll be happy to see my ugly ass too. one.

playing: Beanie Sigel - Feel It In The Air, Nas feat. Quan - Just A Moment

ah, so i guess it's bout time i update, huh? and so what if i don't? nothing...hehe. so...almost 3 months time's gone by, and i've accomplished nothing. but i suppose if i try to think real hard...

i finally saw tupac: resurrection! man, i tell you, if you're a fan, watch it. good shit. i've always had the most respect for him, so i could be biased, but whatever...it's pac. actually, i've seen a lot of movies lately. my movie watching goes in spurts. in the past few weeks, i've watched the usual suspects, unleashed, star wars 3, kingdom of heaven, and of course, resurrection. ah, what can i say, i'm a movie freak. i'm no critic, but here's my opinion of each. the usual suspects was a real good movie, if only cause movies that have huge twists always suprise me cause i'm not as smart as everyone else and can't figure it out before the secret's revealed. star wars 3 was cool. i'm not a big star wars fan, but i had to hop on the bandwagon and find out what happens. anakin is a fuckin fag. i'm not sure the guy who played him did it well, either. oh well, he is darth vader (worse villain costume ever). god, george lucas was on crack. oh no, i revealed the ending! act like you suprised. kingdom of heaven was pretty good. i thought it was gonna be all about christians killin everybody else, but no. unleashed was, in my opinion, the best jet li movie filmed in english. i was gonna say american, but it was filmed in europe and released as danny the dog. i'd been lookin forward to it ever since i read bout it in an interview in some magazine, and as a jet li and martial arts fanatic, i had to check it out. seriously tho, he does some of his best acting in the movie, i think. did a good job with the dog part, and he was crackin my ass up with that shit. way more humor than i expected from one of his movies. people say there wasn't enough fighting, but i think it made up for it in plot. i mean, most of jet li's western releases aren't exactly story-driven, you know? besides, the fight scenes in that movie were raw as fuck anyway. watch it. now.

well, thx to my live-and-die-by-sports roommate here, my interest in pro basketball was re-sparked once again (yeah, i'm uneducated, so i can make up my own words) this season. first of all, basketball has prob always been my fav sport, but i just stopped following pro for awhile, cept when the playoffs came along. of course the lakers have always been my team since i discovered what b-ball was. so anyway, what basically set it off was when he got me to make a fantasy basketball acct, so i was kinda forced to become a stat whore, and even cheer for players that i didn't like just cuz they were on my team. well, my friend found out i've never been to a live game in my life (i know, i've been deprived...by more things than this), so he's like, fuck it, we're 3 hrs away from dallas, 5 hrs from houston, and 8 hrs from san antonio, let's try and go to one of each team's games. we're also 8 hrs away from new orleans, but c'mon...it's the hornets. so, provided the games were on a weekend, we'd plan on going. to make a long story short, i went to my first live game in dallas, and i fuckin loved it. we watched'em play the suns, who're fuckin lightin it up this yr, and even tho they're down 3-1 right now against san antonio, i'm still rootin for'em. anyway, so we went on to watch dallas again to see them play the cavs, and the gay part about that was it was the one night lebron james decides he's not gonna do shit, cause like 2 nights later he's going crazy again. i mean, it's lebron james! how you gonna be all fuckin nutty everytime you play, and the one time i get to watch you live, you hurt yourself in the first quarter? wtf? just my luck. so a couple weeks later, we go to houston and watch'em play denver. after that, our next trip was gonna be to san antonio to watch'em play la, and that was actually the game i was looking forward to the most, cause of course the lakers are my team, even without shaq, and i hate san antonio, but the city is a fun place to visit. well, that game turned out to be on a saturday after an 84-hr workweek, so we're exhausted, and don't no one feel like driving that fuckin far. it's too bad, cuz it was a good game, down to the last few seconds by like a pt or so. we just ended up watchin it on tv. if things go the way my friend wants'em to, san antonio'll meet miami in the finals and he's gonna try and get tickets to see one of the games. we'll see. i'ma go in a "fuck spurs" shirt. nah, i ain't that bold...besides, tony parker's girl, eva longoria, is hot, and she'll be there. yes! i have a chance. pfft. dreamin.

so ok, besides my basketball binge, nothing much. same old shit, you know? working, working, lounge on the weekends, and just overall chillin. i'm just a big dork now, playin games and watchin tv, being unproductive. wait a min...what's changed? yeah, i know, it needs to change. especially the part where i need to get up off my lazy punk ass and start going back to school. wait, what? school? shit, i don't even know what that is no more. it and i need to get reaquainted. it's too bad all they offer here are b.s. degrees...as in bullshit. oh well, one is better than none, huh?

i've actually been thinkin bout going back home this summer, as i've prob mentioned before. last time i went back, it was unexpected, but i think i've got some leave saved up so that i can go see a cali summer. some fucked up weather down here in the summer. hot and humid, and just basically nasty as fuck. i need to see a beach...white sand, blue skies, shining sun, cool breeze, and miles of water, you know? i miss that. i should prob learn how to surf too...i hear it's fun. yeah, it'd be nice, but i'm not so sure of it yet. we'll see.

speakin of the fucked up weather here, the most fucked up thing happened the other day when i was at work. it was like a few weeks ago, i'm out on the flightline (runway) towing a package back to our building, and it's hot as hell out, so i'm sweating, i'm in my BDU's (camo uniform), and it was just wack. well, i start gettin all itchy and shit around my neck and arms (my sleeves were folded up), and naturally, i start scratchin. next thing i know, i look in the side mirror and i've got all these bumps around my neck, and they start spreading to my arms. it was the nastiest lookin thing, i wish i had pics of it. my neck was just covered completely in hives or boils or whatever the fuck they were. by the time i get back inside, it's spread to my temples and forehead, and i'm trippin. i walk up to my supervisor and i'm like, "yo, look at me...wtf is this?!" he was on the phone, and takes one look at me, and says, "uh...lemme call you back." hahaha...yeah, so it turns out it was an allergic reaction to something, and all i had to do was get in a cool spot and take some benadryl (i think that's how you spell it). i should prob make an appt to see a doc and get allergy tested or whatever. eh...we'll see. i tell you what tho, that benadryl knocks you the fuck out. fuck a sleeping pill...i've never had one, but fuck the "may cause drowsiness" bullshit. you're going to sleep, period. and you know what? i've never had any allergies in my entire life. moral of the story: louisiana is fucked up.

ok, i think that's enough ramblin for one entry. for few and far between, it kinda keeps'em a lil more interestin, don't it? i try, however unsuccessful. i need to go to bed anyway. it's like 4:15am. i been tryin to wake up earlier lately. oh, one more thing...i've been told i'm pickin up a country accent. FUCK that. i need to get the hell out this place. send me to iraq, please! i'm serious. miss ya'll back home. stay safe. one.

oh, yeah...to julie, keep your head up, girl. things'll get better. you know i'm just a phone call away anytime you need me. take care out there.

yeah, ok...now i know that no one checks this shit. well, i happened to think of it, so i guess i'll have to write something for the occasion. it's not everyday i come on xanga and have something to write. this is not one of those days, by the way. this is just...me talking bout random shit.

my trip to taiwan back in the end of jan and the beg of feb was cool. well, half of it was spent in cali, and not nearly enough of a vacation to begin with. 3 weeks goes by fast when you have to sit on 48 hrs of flights. in total, of course. but damn...it sure is refreshing. i didn't wanna leave...taiwan, or cali. taiwan wasn't nothing special really, cause i didn't get to do much besides hanging with my pops. well, of course i had to get visit my bigass extended family, and of course, i had to see my ailing grandpa. that was the whole reason i even took a break, cause otherwise i'd have saved up my leave and went home on a cali summer. learn to surf or someshit. it's bout time i fit the stereotype.

people'll aske me when they find out i'm from cali, "do you surf?" i respond, "no, but i snowboard..." them, "uh...what the fuck? it snows in california?" me, "no shit, you fuckin idiot. it's a bigass state, and there are mountains running through it." well, no, i don't say the last park, cause i'm not a dick, but i think it, so i guess i'm still an asshole. whatever. fuck it, you know? i ain't got the heart to say some of the shit i think bout people. it saves them undue wear and tear, and it saves me a few breaths anyway. it works out for everyone.

anyway, back on subject. yeah, i guess one cool thing was seeing the taipei 101. i mean, it's not much more than a really tall building, and from the ground, they all look the same height, so it ain't so crazy being the tallest. besides, it won't stay the tallest very long. lemme see if i can get this pic shit to work...never tried it before. nm it's a link. i know what you're thinking. what? i don't take pictures. never! well, i got to thinking, one day, when i have kids and shit, they'll have no way to know how their dumbass dad was when he was younger. i could tell all the stories in the world and have nothing to back it up. i've always thought i could keep all the good memories in my head. weed fucked that all up...lol. even so, i do, but pics server as good reminders. so i'm thinking i should buy a digital camera one of these days.

um...let's see here. in cali, i didn't even get enough time to see everyone i wanted to see, cause we all grown up and graduated with careers now. but it was still a good time. you stupid motherfucks had me drinking every single night. wtf. i had to stay home to get away from that shit one night. whatever though. it's proof to ya'll that i haven't turned alcoholic from the military, and my tolerance still ain't shit. hey, at least i don't act like i can drink.

well, that's some of the fun times in my life. hope you're having yours right now and not reading this. three and a half years and counting down, and i'm coming home, bitches! or traveling the world, if i can afford it. peace.

i'm fuckin crazy, bitch!

aight, so yeah, i'm going home, finally! whoo! hope to see all you ugly motherfuckers soon.

oh yeah, i got a new phone, and that's bout the highlight of the time between this post and my last. you know how i do, i have fun like no other. yeah, yeah, shut the fuck up with your fun-filled life. i don't wanna hear it, asswipe. k, i'm out.